Shameless Selfish Me.

The thought of your perfect world coming down like cotton fluff and cards.The impeding sense of some wrong doings brought on by a series of dreams, visions, feelings..


When you ask your mom what to recite to ward of the evil eye, burning laal mirch and phitakri on a hot tawwa.

When you shift from mindless songs to qawali as background music coming through your headphones during work.

When a Dua replaces your standard desktop background graphics.

When you quietly pray for forgiveness for accidentally hitting that guy on the bike when he suddenly swerved in front of you but you were so scared of being alone that you sped off.

“I’m scared”
He laughs and pats me like a child. 

“I need to start Namaz again”

About Marium Arif

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2 Responses to Shameless Selfish Me.

  1. Tya Khan says:

    awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww *hugs* happens at times, don worry :)))

  2. Tya Khan says:

    i shall call u today n u can vent all u want :))) let go of that burden off ur shoulders n feel light :))) *assumes a yoga pose* exhaleeeeeee slowlyyyyyyyy

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